And the rain must fall

I’m sitting here listening to it rain for the second day in a row.  Tropical storm/depression causing all kinds of problems in the area …It’s that time of year.  But what about rain in our life?  I’ve often heard of “latter day” rain back when I sat in a different path.  It means blessings being rained out by the holy ghost upon god’s people.  It’s hard to think of rain as a blessing if one has seen it fall steadily and can’t feel like their life is experiencing growth, especially in the spiritual realm.  I’m little off center about a few things going on, maybe it’s just aftermath of what has been going on in the physical…not sure yet, but will definitely be seeking advice on why I have this “meh” feeling when I think of the spiritual aspect of my life.  It’s not that I think things aren’t going as they should be, it is. But it used to have this feel of excitement and anticipation, and I seem stuck on the sidelines with no outlet.  In truth, I haven’t done things as I used to do got too complacent.  no crafting of tools..the making of salts, poppets, candles…I had no desire to do so…not really sure I do now.  I did pull some things out last night and felt that tug of energy that made me smile, so maybe if I do a few things like that it can jump start the energy that makes me feel whole.  It kind of makes it hard being solitary with nobody to bounce this off of..I have control issues, so don’t talk about it with just anyone.  Maybe this is the  time to feel like the rain falling is needed..make me stop and appreciate those gifts I know I possess, see which ones I need to work on…yeah I’m looking in the mirror and taking stock..that is what one needs to do when it rains…accept those times as blessings and appreciate  the growth rain brings…NOT TO SELF: back to work slacker! lol…