Just keep talking cause I’m not listening

Sometimes I wished I believed in Karma.  the kind that comes around and kicks someone in the teeth for the stupid shit they do and say. I believe in a cause and effect..what you do and say has ramifications, which is totally different(kind of semantic, but it works for me).  So what’s got me to this point?  Hell this week has been….well more hellacious than usual.  I got into it with my boss on Monday who implied that I don’t know how to do my job since someone whined about my handing their work back to be repaired.  Yeah, pissed me off to no end..but if there is such a thing as “karma”, then she’ll get it eventually, amiright? So today, no run ins with the boss(he has conspicuously stayed out of my little corner of the world), a friend suggests that the look on my face reminded him that I might get physical if he did not remove himself….~shrugs~ but a woman became ill today. She was in tears holding her head, little disoriented…cause for concern.  Now I know she is a little off(hell who is “normal” anyways)…but some of the women around her began laughing at the symptoms she displayed after she left to seek medical attention.   Nobody knew if she had a migraine, stroke or something else major, but these women laughed.  N These same women sit daily and have preached about god, invited people to revival, some even sing in church, and yet…they showed no compassion for someone .  Not one  What kind of faith is that?  It’s all lip service as far as I can see.  Not one of them got up and offered to comfort this woman, offer to pray for her(although they are big on openly praying in church).  They talk a good game, but then again, they are just as likely to talk about others behind their backs.  I expect it of them because I know them, know their lives, and know how imperfect it is, even though they will not admit it.  Mine isn’t either, but I don’t walk around speaking shit and expecting people to swallow it.  But these “christian” ladies are not the only ones to do this.I often hear those on pagan paths(and lets not go into that definition tonight..ya’ll are smart enough to know it, and if you don’t remember..back up a blog or two and read it again, or just forget it cause you may never truly understand it).  Now about those pagans…there are those who want to “heal the earth”, save the trees/wolves/animals, etc..whatever.  All beautiful ideas of wanting to take care of the earth.  One thought.  IF when one “heals” the earth..what do you do with the energy you remove..you know when one heals, you have to banish the negative and clear things out in order to place healing energies there.  so what ya’ll going to do with the negative?  Ground? Wait…did you not just put that back where you were putting the healing? total upset of balance in my opinion, because Gaia has been taking care of herself for a damn long time without our help.  she rearranges things as she needs to even if we do not understand the basis of her doing so.  Think of it pretty much like you clear junk out of your house and rearrange the furniture.  There may be casualties, and that is regretful, but seriously, she has things to do.  If man in his “wisdom” would stop trying to fix shit, she might not have to go back and redo it.  Why not start in your own back yard?  There are things you can do to live greener.  There are people who can use your help.  Why the need to do this on a “grand” scale?  for the attention?  Fuck that!  Be a human being for Elphalba’s sake!  Live that path you walk instead of giving it lip service.  Connect to it spiritually instead of using it as a label.  If you are going to keep on doing the same thing day in and day out, then expect those same results…Say!  Ya’ll might want to check with a psychologist cause I’ve heard that is the legal definition of crazy.  Just don’t expect me to keep listening because at this moment, I am so NOT hearing you.

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