Who needs calgon? I’ll settle for some first class alcohol!!!

Ok. I’ll admit it.  I’ve been beyond a little snarky the past few days.  It’s hard to just pinpoint it on one thing really.  it could be a combination of things.  I’m trying to quit the diet cokes/  they aren’t really healthy, have way too much caffeine than is good for me, and tea/water and any other drink really is better for me.  It’s hard really because they are my drink of choice during the day. So as anyone who had had to cut down/off the caffeine can attest..one can get down right irritable.  The week in hell has been damned long.  I’m behind from last week due to yet more machine issues…Three fucking weeks worth of machine break downs!!! WTH?  And the job behind me caught up and so decided to play snatch and grab til I behaved like …well like the bitchy witch that I am I guess…Today was better.  The machine is finally fixed and I rolled as I usually do, so pleased to be able to have some breathing room. Let’s just say that I am glad that today is Friday and I don’t have to get up at the buttcrack of dawn and go anywhere for the next two days.  And I wasn’t provided an opportunity to tell my youngest grandson happy birthday or send him his gift because his mother is still not behaving the way she was brought up.  Yeah, sometimes one earns that damn kick when it hits just right.  Just saying. So then I decide to chill on FB checking in on some of the discussions in various groups.  One conversation caught my eye.  It was about what makes something right.  The obvious turn came to religious beliefs as it usually does.  Conversations began with bashing of various faiths because they didnt make sense to people, like Scientology or Mormonism.  The wearing of burkas for Muslim women.  Personally, I care less about faiths that make no sense, because truthfully, my path only applies to myself and for someone else to get it,….they wouldn’t.  Others in the conversation had to go on about them because being Wiccan, they are of such “ancient” ways.  Yeah, I call BULLSHIT. If they believe they are any more ancient that those they are dissing, I have some swampland that they are more than welcome to buy.  Yet they felt the need to explain that people tend to associate with others that have similar ones.  I know the psychology of like attracting like. The law of Attraction is scientifically proven.  BUT, not everyone are sheep.  Majority of us do tend to associate with those who hold similar moral tenets, they don’t have to hold the same interpersonal beliefs.  I think it would quite boring to have no diversity in our lives, which in my friends list is quite varied.  We don’t all hold the same thoughts on big discussion subjects, like abortion, spanking kids or faith, but that’s what makes it a damned interesting mix.  One woman decided that I seemed decent person so would not associate with murderers or rapists(that last one would depend on legal definition for me personally, because under the law, its not all cut and dried)…but she presumed to place her own ideals on me.  When I voiced my opinion, she “assumed” I meant she was a love and light kind of girl, which kind of set me off, because I did not mention her or that at all. To say I was less than kind would be an understatement.  Fortunately, I was saved from deletion by others who know how I can be, and have moved on.  Added to the mix is that manic man is not feeling well.  He is weak and little disoriented.  Sounds like my weekend will be spent in urgent care to make sure its not serious health issue.  Sometimes I think my whole life is like the FML app on iphone.  And the icing on the cake?  Yeah there is one.  A dear friend..one who’s knowledge I respect greatly and who makes me laugh when I really dont want to(like now) is in ICU very ill.  So I’m done whining…I plan on being constructive, and stop dwelling on my pitiful existence that amounts to fuck all when he needs the help.  Time to do what I do well.

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